Well it has been a while, but some point in China I realized I had allot to say, and needed to get back to writing. Don't know where I am going to go with this right now. Probably ramble like the life I am living for a while. I have in many ways been on the road all month and have no intention to stop. The thing about this life is a person has to be both flexible enough to go along with whatever is going on around you, and focused enough not to loose one's sense of mission. I feel almost like a teenager again. I really could pick up and go anywhere if it seemed right. Or lets say if it seemed like a good move for me artistically.
       So much of my life, particularly right now is about finding a way to wrestle with my own mental outlook. If I can stay productive and positive in the tumultous upheavle that is my life right now then I have little to no doubt that eventually I will succeed.
       Art is in my blood. It just is. I know that in many ways I have chosen a seemingly futilist path. An all or nothing mentally, with both a high probably of failure and no exit plan..... oh shit gotta go to Motley crue show., Ta